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Tuesday, September 26, 2006

Journal for today is never ending!

P.S: Bcos of my precious sleep, I have to end here...If not, tml too tired again!

The only happy thing: [I am happy to receive the msg from my hubby that our car plate number is out le. To me, our car plate number seemed very easy to remember. Car plate number is SGL 6786 E. To us, this means "SinGapore Lovers 6786 Excellent/Everlasting" It does symbolise something unique for the two of us. Ok for now!]

Sad thingy come a whole long stretch... First started with me waking up so early and so looking lerthagic. Next have to reach school at around 8am to mark the books and got real angry when most of my pupils just hack care on their work. Show untidyness and do not bother at all wen i am panicky for their coming SA2. What can I do? Simply have to re-teach again at the expense of my anger. What to do? I am borned to a teacher. I guess so. So I need to treasure my profession and withstand all frustration and unhappiness.

Secondly, I have to bring them to Science Centre. Then this girl, Jolynn overslept and kept calling me over my hp. Saying that she wanted to join the class when the bus had already left the school for Science Centre. She told me that she wanted to come down. I told her to stay at home and there was no need for her to join us since the school bus had left. But she insisted. Then when she reached school, she called me once again. This time, we were having science enrichment lesson in Science Centre. And over the phone, she said she would be coming down to Science Centre with her daddy. And you know what, she told me that was her father who forces her to come down. Who knows if she lied? I think it must have been her who want to come for the excursion. If it was her parent, they will wake her up punctually and she wud not be late. Dare to tell lies to me. Anyway I let the matter rest.

Thirdly, in class I had only a few periods of lesson today. Hopefully to complete the lesson that I had spent lots of efforts to plan over the weekends. Sacrificing my weekend for my pupils' study, dunno if it was worth it anot? Then I got a whole mountain of worksheets brought over from other classes. I think the clerk had jus finished zapping a lotsa of worksheets. It really drove me crazy. Pile on my table even almost wan to topple over. My pupils all watched with goldfish eyes. Stun me too with my mouth open wide. Really demoralised me, but I jus told my pupils. We do not care about the worksheets, is the understanding that is more important. Worse come to worse, I dun give them the worksheets and I need to see results from them. But sometimes I cannot believe that I am wasting papers. But I will still force them to do. Sometimes hard work will give results de.

Fourth, my class is the first to leave the class and the first line in queue. Then other classes come along and all jump queue... I stop my class from going off, be more gentleman to give way to other teachers who wan to jump queue and wan send their pupils to the gate first. You know how I feel. Worse lor. So tired and still trying to act I am so kind to all. Dunno why I have such a nice heart and got bully by other teachers. So I let other classes go off first. Anyway oso good to stay my class back a bit longer as a punishment to them.....(think on the good side!)

Fifth, Got to do my EPMS (work review) and somemore tmr got level meeting. And I was feeling so sick now to talk about anything. Jus wana leave something here and continue next time.

YOU KNOW why I dun seldom write here le....cos BUSY LOR>..wat to do? work like a WATERFALL...kip on coming, cannot resist it!

ya! not to forget...a lot of ppls jus msg me today that they dun come for my birthday...tat upsets me the most. After all the planning of ordering the hi-tea buffet, my birthday cake and even buy a new dress for my birthday. SO sad! And I msg a lot of ppls wen it was supposed to be my REST time.

Forever,
Bubbly Brenda :)

Note: Everything recorded here [except the happy thing] will be forgotten once I wake up for a fresh new day.

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