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Wednesday, September 13, 2006

Moody and depression

I am back again. This time to lodge complaint of school management system that it is not fair. Next year, I am teaching back my current class. Today, I just get to know from the contact time that we will be having a 2-years cycle. So it means that next year I am taking Primary 4 and the same class. Oh my god! I will be getting back some rascals, especially the talkative and disruptive - Mubaraq, not handling up tons of work and telling lies - Ashraf, not paying attention and always engages in irrelevant topics - Rex and Jolynn. You know lor. I am fresh new teacher. And I am feeling like I am thrown into a cauldron, facing these hyperactive kids. Other teachers got better classes than mine. So sad! How I wish I can rest for a year.
BUT, now I am trying to make myself feel better, giving myself better excuses. I think they do these because we have already better rapport with our class and know their problems at fingertips. All we need to do is to better ourselves in classroom management and focus more into their studies. Mayb they stick with me for 2 years, there mayb tremendous improvements in their work. Haha. Who knows?
Then today I find myself filled with so much things to do, ranging from minutes taking, marking books, vetting SA2 papers, issuing consent forms for science centre excursion, looking for TA to register my token and of course, one more things which I dun have the time to do. Find Mdm Poh to get a new CCA. Haiz. Wan to get more days of MC oso cannot. Cos I cannot be so irresponsible and skip my work. That day attends my BT course and the relief teacher marks the math worksheet with my class. All done so terribly and he jus mark a tick or cross for the problem sums, never even give method mark for the working they done correct. All in a mess and I have to explain to pupils. Find myself very lerthargic, jus to teach for a few months nia.
Another matter is the preparation for the children's day concert. The time draws near and I am put in charge for the afternoon session. Sianzation! And I have to stage 2 performances, one with the new teacher. Tml all of us will be down for discussion. Another is a swordplay performance, which I will do it with my P3 level. We are learning how to use the sword in different stances. Hehe!!!
After all the voicing out, much more relax. AHHHHhhhhhh~~! Feeling beta!

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