| Thursday, August 25, 2005 |
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Poached Salmon, 6 pcs chicken wings, asparagus soup of the day and more ....The 4 of us 'Edna, Karen, Shannon and I' have been indulged in and chatted happily about the food and lots more. Edna still has her winning award to be the best eater amongst us since the Johor trip. She has bought the chocolate ice-cream. It's look a bit creamy at first but this does not stop my two friends to have a share of the taste. Both of them commented that it looks like the hair mousse. However Karen seems to take a liking to the flavour. Our chat topics are so wide that we can shift our attention to move from one to another. Time passes very fast before karen ring an alarm to edna that the latter has her tuition. This triggers edna to eat more faster than usual. hahaha. All of them are so humorous, isn't it? To think back on our happiest moment away from Singapore, a pity that all of us do not have the photographs taken during our last outing to genting. Hopefully, someone will find out who keeps the photographs. As our main aim is to have our lunch there, we did not really shop at IKEA. We make our move to buy Soon Kueh. I am not sure as well why I am as crazy as them to buy 10 soon kueh. Of course, they buy more than me. That's for sure. Friends' recommendation definitely makes an advantage in this situation. The persuasive power in them to bring my heart in buying the soon kueh, I have no doubt would want to have a taste of it too. They are really food gourmet? Are they? Every second with them would not make you hungry at all. And where's all our fats? Another topic is here again. What B.E.S.K stands for? (Crypted) ||6:41 PM||
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| Saturday, August 20, 2005 |
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De Bono's 1st Law 'An idea can never make the best use of available information' De Bono's 2nd Law 'Proof is often no more than lack of imagination -is providing an alternative explanation' DO YOU UNDERSTAND? The more detail explanation will be posted... ||12:39 AM||
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| Friday, August 19, 2005 |
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Phew! Waiting for the few minutes to arrive, the anticipation and worries that Kelly may not enter into the finale, makes my heart pump faster. The big difference in the Kelly's marks against her rival, Xin Hui set a certain standard to supporters' views and various opinion. I certainly agree that Xin Hui has improved a lot. However, I still find the uniqueness in Kelly and extremely love her sweet voice and pitch. She has the taste for her dressing and I believe that a superstar should have a impressive and readily-acceptance appearance other than a good vocal cord. In addition, Friendly look and sociable are also put into consideration to get their votes for their singing. Although Kelly has lost to Xin Hui in terms of the marks that contribute to 30% of the overall. No doubt Kelly's supporters are higher in number than Xin Hui. This make KELLY THE WINNER of the female round. This is really unbelievable and interesting. I would like to hear her songs in the finale and hope she can be the SUPERSTAR. ||12:48 AM||
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| Tuesday, August 16, 2005 |
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Commenting on the TODAY paper headlines... Wow, this is a good experience for all Singaporeans whom I generally feel that we are still the traditional type. No, no, hush hush, the bees and the birds means we cannot speak or feel open as in the context of Singapore law or society. As a typical guy, we all hope to be able to admire and marvel at the sex novelties (toys, costumes etc) as well as some models? Er hem, sorry not here people, this is no Australia, England, US please... we are Singaporeans...wtf! I read that the birth rate of Singapore is going up up and away which is good news definitely for the government who has introduced a string of measures in boosting the our population. It is a good sign for us if we can be "re-educated" in the exhibition and understand the "myths" which our parents do not tell us how and what they did to produce us? But the catch is that the show is also admitting children under 21 which I strongly feel that it should not be the case. I am speaking as a 30 year old whom I feel children get influenced easily by new ideas and minds fresh with creative juices flowing. They may be induced easily no doubt with the better understanding from the eye-opening sex items. Therefore, they must look at it from an angle of education The organisers have promised to show what they can as well as block what they should but at the end of the day; Singaporeans as Singaporeans will still be the kah po, kia su, sua ku, geh siao and te kor bunch. Couples holding hands, parents holding children hands, ah pek holding umbrella or walking sticks... we will see probably the most successful exhibition ever held in Singapore surpassing even Comex, Popular Books, John Little and Robinson sales...haha...who cares Xntqr Rhmbdqdkx (crypted) ||11:50 AM||
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| Thursday, August 11, 2005 |
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Who is the star of tomorrow? Who will win this highly anticipated contest? Who are the favourites that will be kicked out of the semis tonight? Who are the audience going to vote for most? What are the judges going to comment after the ladies singing? Who generates the most hate mail, discussion threads and controversy headings? Why would someone be so angry as to criticise a young man or woman standing bravely on the stage and singing his/her guts out... It takes a lot of confidence, poise and composure to sing in front of an live audience, grimly looking judges and the two hosts which talks a lot but no action. "You sing lah if you so good?" says one of the contestants after being knocked out and criticised by Quan. Haha..serves her right! Why would someone post such irresponsible remarks in the forum to threathen the girl and her family? Rape? What a thought? It is bad enough to say nasty things but threathen? OMG... there are better things to do in life...relax...take a deep breathe...play maple...ks better...hehe But in the end... who cares anyway? Zpvst Usvmz (crypted) ||10:21 AM||
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| Wednesday, August 10, 2005 |
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Why? Why? Why? Why I have difficulties in understanding the maths? Next week I have 3 quizzes. Just need to understand and practise. The main problem is the tutor goes a bit fast in his pace of teaching and it happens that I am getting out of hold of the section that is taught on. Why? Why? Why? I don't seem to have the mood to study for quizzes. That's another big problem for me. Shocking, isn't it? I always keep up with the pace of work and now I feel I am a bit retarded in brain. It means that the brain cannot function as well as before. Praying hard that I wun fail and of course, I hope I am given chance to absorb the knowledge and methods learnt. ||10:32 PM||
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| Tuesday, August 09, 2005 |
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I am unhappy of the way my mother in law treats me. Is this how she wan to show off her power? Can't I even have my own opinion? Why everything must listen to her? Why my husband has to go accord to what she says? Why everything seems to oppose me? In front of the hatred I have for "F", She shows that she has done better than me. Why need to have all these so called "Showing off" in front of me? I feel bad and of course, who will feel happy? Asking me to wash dishes after meal if i still dun want to eat my dinner. I am jus out from my bathing and what u expect me to do... Rush immediate for dinner. I jus nid to apply lotion to my skin first mar. I tell that I will do it once I am done. And It does not take long. What the meaning of that? She just wants me to go for dinner first. And basically I am bursting with rage that I am bathing and she dun even know or so called "Acting Blur". Why? Now she is washing the dishes and is this the way of showing me that I dun do my job. I promise that I will do it. Why leh? I am hurt. No one knows and most importantly, I am pissed off. Dunno y? I just feel that I am small in this house. Even his sis shows me the face. I tink she supports her mum. Why? Is this what I want? I dun wish to write more. I just feel so hurt inside and painful too. I am not watching TV. Everyone is watching and I am feeling remorseful for not helping. Not because I dun want to help, is because she din give me chance. And she is washing now. Everyone is enjoying the National Day Celebration Parade on TV and I am sitting in front of PC trying to relieve my stressful lifestyle. No one I can convey my thoughts. I dun want make my hubby stressful too. I dunno why. I just feel so sad. No mood for everything even reading. Every mood swing I have seem to stand in my way. Am I too temperamental? Am I putting too much pressure on myself? Am I too deeply in thoughts? Am I not giving anyone a chance? I just feel like smashing my thoughts. I am internally hurt. Even today the IKEA visiting also cause me to be jumping madly in thoughts. Come to choosing suitable things for my new house. She also wants to interfere. I just wan my own preferences. Why dun give me a chance? Is my new house, my own home!!!!! WHY??????????? I am feeling so terribly upset when I cannot make my own decision. I want to tell someone my feelings and share my unhappiness. But no one gives me the chance. I feel so low self esteem and feel that this house dun seem to belong to me. I feel so lost. I am not given the chance. @@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@ NATIONAL DAY SHOULD BE A HAPPY THING FOR ME, BUT IT SEEMS TO BE MY TERRIBLE DAY! @@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@ ||7:51 PM||
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| Sunday, August 07, 2005 |
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I am getting more and more sianz...cos i find lesser and lesser time to maple. All because of the readings and tutorials and even mahjong and ironing too....haiz.... Why my life is so stressful? Holidays also do a lot of stuffs and now even sch starts, I wun stop my daily housework. And now sch starts, another burden comes... Reading so many journals and articles and even worse, trying my best to catch up with tutorials. I feel that even though I am in my fourth year. It just seem like I am not able to get used to the study life. Haiz...Pray hard that I can pass my exam this semester and hope everything went smoothly. I dun ask for much but hope that this last year in NIE will be an unforgettable semester for me and my friends. I really cherish the time i spent with them. Is really really wonderful!!!! It cannot be denied. Laughter that is contagious and may sometimes cause me to lost my voice. I just admit that I love that laughter virus which help to release my tension and the moment when we have the amazing power to stay unison in NIE... Kambatte, dearest NIE buddies!!! =) ||11:22 PM||
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| Thursday, August 04, 2005 |
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I have been draining off most of my energy this week without knowing. With the continual early morning lesson from Monday to Thursday, I find myself not adapting to it at all. Perhaps it is just the starting of school but it has been one week long. I should not feel this way. I find myself most of the time stoning and staring in daze. How I wish I can be more awake. Try giving me a tight slap or a solid punch! Maybe I will overcome this tiredness and pay more attention. Am I the only one? I am not sure myself. I am like bluffing myself and everyone else. Haha... However I still believe that nothing in this world is impossible. I will try this for next week. Change my sleep routine and do something to spice my mind up. Hopefully I can work against the odds and prepare for the battle ahead. What battle? Quizzes and assignments lor...What else? Today I am told by my friend to view her blog to decipher her "kate's code of mind". Hahaa....I cannot break the code leh. Seems interesting and it is very creative of her to think of this idea. And I find that it makes you even want to find out the meaning of her secret message. This can be found in her blog http://kleeew.blogs.friendster.com/my_blog/ ||6:53 PM||
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